It's probably not a good idea that I keep my phone next to my bed. It's probably not a good idea to memorize the Kohl's coupon code before giving it to your mom because you "really shouldn't be spending money." It's probably not a good idea to think about how you want your current clothes to fit, but in the mean time you also want to dress professionally and feel comfortable. It's probably not a good idea to shop at 3 in the morning..
But, that's what I did. And before those new clothes go into my closet, it's getting completely cleaned out from top to bottom. No article of clothing is safe at this point. Mostly because I need to make room for these:
I am highly excited to try the new items on. Luckily, if they don't fit or if I like them better in a small picture online than I do in person, I can very easily return them.
I'm hoping that dressing nicely and more professionally will help with my self-esteem. I tend to feel better about myself, to hold my head up higher when I feel good in what I'm wearing, and even when I take the time to do my makeup..
I get in these moods where I'm all about pony tails, jeans and a shirt, running shoes, no makeup, etc.. Basically, I roll out of bed, roll into the shower, get dressed in whatever I pick out of my closet in the dark and go. I feel like I'm hiding behind my clothes, which tend to be either too tight or too loose.
No longer!! I deserve to feel good- no matter my size or shape. I deserve to feel good during the weight loss process, not just when I reach my goal. I deserve nice things, and if that means shopping online with a coupon on already sale priced items, so be it. I will not feel guilty, instead I will wear the clothes proudly, put the credit card away and kindly ask that my husband turns off email notifications on his phone between the hours of 10pm and 5am..
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